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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

sorry about such a long hiatus. Life is complicated, who knows how often i'll update, but here you go:

 

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sometimes you gotta be
cruel to be kind.

if he takes time to argue with you
then he cares more than you think he does.

it's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. it's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. when you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. it's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. you tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

If you're going to go through hell, I suggest you come back learning something

People don't really want the truth.
They just want the good news.

I don't believe in the word "regret"
I believe in the phrase;
you screwed up and now you learned from it.

when you figure out that every sixty seconds you spend unhappy
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
you start to realize the greater things in life instead of what doesn't really matter
or even who doesn't really matter because you learn who's worth that sixty seconds
of pure happiness, and who you shouldn't waste it on

i know you're watching over me
i don't know how i live without you
but it's what i've been doing, every day.
and that helps me to know
everything will be okay.

When you`re young, your whole life
is about the pursuit of fun. Then you
grow up & learn to be cautious.
You could break a bone or a heart.
you look before you leap, & sometimes
you don`t leap at all cause there`s
not always someone there to catch
you
. In life, there`s no safety net.
When did it stop being fun &
start
being scary
?"

So lets lie in the grass & stare at the stars & live through the moment, figure out who we are.

life is all about change;
sometimes it's painful,
sometimes it's beautiful,
but most of the time, it's both.

what makes it so hard to let go of a crush?
the fear that once we let go;
they'll finally catch on.

There are some people in life that make you
laugh
a little louder
smile a little brighter
and just live a little better.

Let's face it. The girl that you thought you loved, is standing right here. And the truth is, you don't love her.


Walking down the halls,
each one of you on opposite sides,
ignoring each other and looking away,
you know it shouldn't be this way.


Way to go kid. You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break. She is so strong and in an instant, you could break her down. She knows you won't but you could and that scares her. She has realized she has made some mistakes in the past and when you're up to your old tricks, she's tempted to make them again. But yet, coming back to you seems to be her favorite habit. And like they say, old habits die hard.

if people talk behind your back
it's because you're ahead of them.


You know who you really are.
And you know how the world sees you.
Here's your chance to change that.


I didn't know you were going to leave, but when you did, all I could think about were the issues, which hadn't yet been resolved.


When you finally stop aiming for perfection,
you realize that it was a moving target all along.


Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories, admiring the struggles it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know.


love is giving up everything
for someone who makes you forget
what was important in the first place.


It's good to know we still have time to change that. And I learned that one hour can change everything.


You're the smile on my face that keeps on showing. You're the one day to day that keeps me going. You're the everlasting love that keeps on growing. You're the boy that has my heart without even knowing.


What we are never changes.
But who we are, never stops changing.


you`re turning into the kind of
guy i always knew you could be.


Most people are stronger than they know...
They just, forget to believe in it sometimes.


I get so frustrated with you sometimes that I just want to give up completely. I just want to say, "Forget it," and walk away. But it's so much more complicated than that. I know that if I end it now, I will constantly be reminded of what we once had and how much I love you. And frankly, I don't think I can handle that

Maybe it was always true that someone had more power in any relationship, & the person who had less power would always feel a little insecure, a little frayed around the edges.
Tainted Love by Melody Mayer


If you had to describe love in three words, what would they be? Someone asked me this
& I had no clue. What three words could possibly sum up the meaning of love?


Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street; who's arms I laid in & never wanted to go away. The one who I talked to for hours & told pointless stories to. The one who knew everything about me & liked me anyway. The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't, & helped me when I had no clue what to do. The one who showed me what love was & what it was like to need someone there. The one who could only make me cry & hurt me like no other guy could. Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there; the way even he couldn't stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly & couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side. Something is still there; something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two. Something like your first love that wasn't ready to end. Something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore, but hers. Something that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears, because suddenly all of those memories come back & it almost hurts worse to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss everything about that boy that isn't ever coming back.


I don't believe that old cliche saying that good things
come to those who wait. i think good things come to
those who want something so bad, they can't sit still.


a song, can take you instantly back to a moment, a place, or even a person. no matter what else has changed in you or the world; that one song stays the same. just like that moment.


and i knew what i did was right;
i fell in love with you that night.


if you meet a "loner," no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. it's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.


the true test of love; no matter how long you two go without talking, he'll always find a way back into your heart. no matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. it's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all at the same time. it's those times when a song comes on the radio & immediately you cry. missing him. wanting him. needing him.


vanity was always my favorite sin.
glamour was always my favorite weapon.
pain was always my favorite pleasure.
beauty was always my favorite crime.
envy was always my favorite poison.
love was always my favorite hate.
fame was always my favorite motive.
& life was always my favorite drug.


therefore the only appropriate
state of the mind is surprise.
the only appropriate state of the heart is joy.
the sky you see now, you have never seen before.
the perfect moment is now. be glad of it.


when i say 'i love you', it's not because i want you or because i can't have you. it has nothing to do with me. i love what you are, what you do, how you try. i've seen your kindness and your strength. i've seen the best and worst of you. & i understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.


if someone loves you, give love back to them.
in whatever way you can. not only because they
love you, but because in a way, they are
teaching you to love & how to open your heart
and eyes to everything thats around you.


Saturday, August 04, 2007

sorry about the hiatus. my life has changed and my priorities have shifted since i created this site. ill put up quotes when i find time.

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i dont think of you as a crush anymore,
i think of you as a bad habit i can`t shake.

some things you don't want to give up
but deep down in your heart you know you got to
but letting go doesn't mean giving up,
it means accepting that somethings wasn't meant to be

heres to the moments when we didn't think
about right && wrong
when we just lived,
crossed our fingers
and hope for the best.

and it turns out we were all just kids
who didn't realize what we were missing
until we met each other.

sometimes i wonder,
if love is worth fighting for,
then i remember your face,
and i'm ready for war.

&& i'm blasting my music so i won't hear
my thoughts but its stupid because
the lyrics just remind me of what i'm trying to forget

would i say we had history?
no, because that implies that we had something
worth remembering, see all it was,
i was a delusional girl and you were a boy
who could not bring himself
to give a damn.

its been too long &&
i say i'm over you.
we both know it's a lie.
you love me too &&
we'll keep running back
to each other because
bad habits are hard
to break.

there are two great days in a persons life;;
the day they were born && the day
they figure out why.

people ask me why its so hard to trust people,
&& i ask them why it is so hard to keep a promise.

you only stayed to break my heart,
i can tell by the way you ranaway

be my weekend lover, be my spur of the
moment crush,i want you like a
bad habit, but im just not good enough.

what if when i'm long gone,
it dawns on you that
you just might want me back,
let me make myself clear,
if i leave here, its done
i'm gone;;thats that.

because i remember life
without you &&
i never wanna go back.

i don't think you're leaving, i think you're running
and what i can't  figure out is, are you running
towards something you want, or are you
running away from something you're
afraid to want.

not even hell could be
hotter than you right now<3

the truth is, i've never fallen so hard.
its taken everything in me to forget
your sweater s o f a r.

but what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams.
Maybe then you'll know how i feel.

i can honestly say-
that i never ever, ever, ever
felt this way.

so don't go worrying about me.
it's not like i think about you constantly
|[ so maybe i do ]|
but that shouldn't affect your life anymore.

There’s a difference in who we long for,
who we will settle for,
and who we are truely meant for.

the irony of love;;
is loving the right person at the wrong time, && having the wrong person when the time is right. finding out you love someone right after the person walks out of your life. sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that your not. sometimes one person is loved too much && the other is loved too little. so here's a piece of advice;; let go when you're hurting too much. give up when love isn't enough and move on when things aren't like before.

the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older; but were still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up.

take you away from that empty apartment
you stay; and forget where the heart is someday
if ever you loved me you'd say... its okay.

when i look to the sky
something tells me your here with me
and you make everything alright.


and even if her plan crashes tonight
she'll find someway to disappoint me
by not burning in the wreckage
or drowning at the bottom of the sea.

i think about us all day
& dream about you always

boys are self-centered assholes with small penises.
and even smaller hearts.

no matter how m a n y times he
h u r t s me, i'll always forgive him.
some call it s t u p i d. i call it love.


so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make
lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act
stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really
loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really
good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ] <3

popularity may mean everything
to you in high school.. but in the real world,
popularity won't be there to get you by.

Today I Thought About You. It
Was Different Than Before. I Felt
Okay About It. I Didn't Cry Anymore.
I Actually Looked To The Past..
And Smiled.

&& your soo quick to let me go..
but babii you made a mistake
you`ll be sorry when im gone.


it's easier to get mad at the people you love;
becuase you know they'll always love you
no matter what<3

wanna see who your true friends are?
screw up; and see whose still their.
- - could'nt be more true.

there is never a right time
to say goodbye.

you dont even understand how miserable i am without you..
but then when im with you, you always find a way to hurt me..
so its like a sign. when it doesnt work out the 67842790th time..
a girl tends to give up.

...excuse me while i fall apart.

so keep the blood in your head;
and keep your feet on the ground

it's great to be important
but it's more important to be great

it`s bad to lose your towel
when your eyes are full of soap.
but it`s worse to lose your boyfriend
when your heart is full of hope.

love is like tug-o-war. </3
you feel the pain from the burn
but for some reason you can`t let go.

make a move, boy.
before she moves on.

love isn't about the words we say;
the actions we take;
the things we do;
or the hearts we break.
its about people who
can just look at eachother
and just |[ k n o w ]|

never regret anything..
at one point it was exactly
what you wanted

i realize
somethings just arent ment to be
but why does that have to include me & you?

Forget about the people
that forgot about you

imma smile like nothing is wrong
talk like everything is perfect..
act like is just a dream
&& pretend its not hurting me.

its not ment to be..
i think we both know..
so please understand & try
to let me go..the love we shared
i'll always adore..but its j
ust not what im looking for.

..Then he says..
"we can still be friends"
is like your mom running over your dog
&& saying
"we can still keep him"

sorry is a word you would like to say..
but sorry wont erase what you did yesterday

He makes me smile
without even trying. If i said i dint like him
i'd be lying

i thought i knew who you were
maybe you changed..
or maybe i never knew you in the
first place.

and i hope that when you looked in her eyes,
you saw my reflection.


we did not change as we grew older.
we just became more clearly ourselves.
- andy warhol


there comes a point where you miss someone so much
that you can hear their voice echo in your head.

i'm the kind of girl who can talk to a total stranger about anything and everything,
but i can't tell my best friend how much i'm hurting.
i can let people know that i'm young and not worry about it,
but i can't tell them how much i miss being younger.
i hate not being invited to parties only cause i feel so alone,
and i can't understand how i don't have many friends.
i'm the kind of girl that can be easy to fall for
and the kind of girl who falls easily.
i'm the kind of girl who can pick herself up
and i can switch my feelings in a minute.
there's only one thing that i know i can't do
and that's believing that i'd ever end up with you.


chances are
i'll never get a moment like this again,
so here's everything i ever wanted to tell you.
no one has ever gotten me like you.
i've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you.
you're the one person i can honestly see myself happy with.
the definition of love to me is you.

they never say to you, "what does his voice sound like? what games does he love best? does he collect butterflies?" instead, they demand, "how old is he? how many brothers has he? how much does he weigh? how much money does his father make?" only from these figures do they think they have learned anything about him.

i've met a guy who's not scared to laugh at me
and call me a loser when i do something dumb.
a guy that'll run up behind me and cover my eyes
and ask me to guess who he is, even though it's obvious.
a guy who hides behind a corner and jumps out to scare me,
so he'd have a reason to hold me.
a guy that leaves me numberous voicemails, just cause.
a guy that'd call to wake me up in the morning,
because he wants to be the first voice i hear each day.
a guy that would never let go of my hand.
a guy that would look me in the eyes and tell me he loves me and mean it.
yeah, that guy. i think i found the guy i'm suppose
to give my whole heart to.

i feel comfortable around you.
when i was with you, i didn't have to be perfect.
i didn't even have to try for perfect.
you already knew all my secrets..
the things i kept hidden from everyone else.
so i was able to finally just be myself.
which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal,
but it was.

don't envy anybody.
every person has something no one else has.
develop that one thing in yourself,
and make it outstanding.

i know i don't have the prettiest face to look at
or the skinniest waist to hold
but i do promise you one thing,
i have the biggest heart to love you with.


when someone says his name and your eyes sparkle,
when he makes you smile and your smile shines,
when he's all you think about,
and you just can't think of anyone better ...
that's love.

i hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to me again
and it is as if nothing has happened.
and i slowly start falling for you
.. all over again.


you can find good in anybody.
if you give them a chance, benefit of a doubt,
sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you,
but you never really get to know them
until you listen to what's in their heart.


don't settle for the one who kisses your ass.
wait for the one who pushes your buttons
& pisses you off on a daily bases.
love isn't suppose to be easy.. it's suppose to be worth it.

wait for the guy who will let his arm fall asleep
because you're too cute to move.


you don't die from a broken heart,
you only wish you did.


when you're having a bad day,
just remember that it's just one day
and you have to have bad days
to have great ones.

every girl needs a best friend
to make her laugh even when she thinks
she will never smile again.

a friend is someone you can do
absolutly nothing with, & still have fun.


i still remember our first kiss.
it was awkard at the beginning
and my stomach had butterflies.
your lips were so soft against mine,
i'll never forget it.


don't send me mixed signals,
i don't like the confusion that it brings.
i'd rather have the honest truth,
even if it hurts because then
i won't be wasting my time depending
on false hope to keep me hanging on.


i used to think that love wasn't worth fighting for
but then when i was you, i was ready for war.


just because you deserve it doesn't mean they're going to give it to you.
- coach carter

i want someone who won't care that i'm incapable of sitting still, that i can't grasp the concept of cleaning and i refuse to be ladylike. someone who realizes that half of the decisions i make are usually the ones i regret, and i have the right to overreact at any given moment. i want someone who knows how completly insane i am and he still wouldn't want me any other way.

art is what you can get away with.
- andy warhol

it's better to have a pocket full of regrets
than to never have lived.

i hate that time before
you go to sleep at night cause
that's when all the thoughts
you've been trying to avoid
start to linger in your mind.

stay true to yourself
because there are very few people
who will stay true to you.

it doesn't matter how long you've known him.
all that matters is that, he's had you smiling from day one.


look poor, think rich.
- andy warhol

its better not to want anything.
that way, if it goes away, or doesn't happen
... it just doesn't matter.

never say you've lost a friend,
because if a friendship is capable of ending,
it never existed.


i could not recall a more perfect fall
when i looked up into your eyes it didn't hurt at all.


in a few years i'm gonna look back
and say, yeah he was my first love
but then again.. i won't have to look back
because he'll be right there with me.


he makes her smile, really smile.
that smile no one has seen in such a while.

it's amazing. the things you realize when you lose someone.
you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times.
you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them.
anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone
to say the things we never had the courage to before.


it's not about the amount of friends you have,
it's about how many you can trust.

we wonder why black & white photo's capture our soul.
i think it's cause without color, we aren't drawn to the
makeup, & the color of our eyes, or how tan our skin is.
black and white captures the innocence on one's face
and the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerable.
the glow we see comes from inside,
brightening our eyes, our skin, and our smile.


i wanna get to the point where no matter what happens,
no matter how long we go with out being together,
no matter how many fights we get in;
that all we need is a kiss and suddenly we remember
why we love eachother so much.

when you start to fall in love, you give half a heart away,
when you start to fall in love, you hardly find words to say,
but be careful who you love because you'll quickly learn
that even though you give your half away,
you don't always get one in return.

one day you'll cry like i cried for you.


forget the risk, take the fall.
if it's what you want, then it's worth it all.


without love, forgiveness is impossible.


you are never given a wish
without being given the power to make it come true.

they always say time changes things,
but you actually have to change them yourself.
- andy warhol


LOVE - easy word to spell, easy word to say.
most people throw around the word "love" like it's nothing.
but it's defiantly something.
it's that "i can live without you, i just don't want to"
kinda feeling that you get when you see that special someone.
it's more than romance, more than the exchange of sweet words.
it's the feeling of holding hands, soft kisses on the cheek,
knowing that no matter how you're feeling,
that special someone will always be there to brighten your day,
to know how to make sure smile in their own special way.
don't throw the word "love" around like it's nothing, coz it's everything.
never tell someone you love them, when you don't.
wait for that special someone,
the one person that makes "love" what it is.


life is so much easier
if you learn how to let go of the past
and live in the present.

i didn't know that i liked you
until that one night, i was staring
at the ceiling
and all i could
do was think about was you.

things do not change, we change.
- andy warhol

the worst thing you could for love is deny it.
so when you find that special someone,
don't let anyone or anything get in your way.

passion is knowing what you want
and never stopping until you have it.

there is a difference between pretty and beautiful.
when someone is pretty, they have a good appearance.
but when someone is beautiful, they shine on the inside and out.

in the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationships we were afraid to have
and the decisions we waited too long to make.

sooner or later we all choose a path.
sometimes you never look back,
and sometimes life forces you too.

i want to fall madly in love
but you just won't let me get close enough to try.

the best feeling in the world is when
there are butterflies in your stomach
and you know that something
absolutely incredible is about to happen.

life is good but without the bad times
n
o one would know the difference.

you were never supposed to mean this much to me.

people will always talk about you,
so you might as well give them something to talk about.


there's no point in asking someone to stay
when their heart has already left.


don't pay attention to what they write about you.
just measure it in inches.
- andy warhol


to let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.
it doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
letting go isn't winning, it isn't losing.
it's not about pride it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
it's not giving in or giving up.
letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.
to let go is to cherish memories,
but to overcome them and move on.
letting go is accepting.
letting go is having the courage to accept change,
the strength to keep moving.
letting go is growing up.

he looked up at her and smiled
& for a second, something in the world was right.

love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with.
that you can share anything with, like a best friend.
it's when you can't even imagine what your life would be like
without that person.
when words don't even come close to how you really feel,
and even though it doesn't make sense to other people,
you know you're meant to be together.


sometimes you just need
to be with the person who makes you smile
... even if it means waiting.

no matter what a woman looks like, if she's confident.. she's sexy.
- paris hilton


look for the boy that will go out of his way
just so he could see you for 5 minutes.


one day your name just didn't make me smile.


i put my arms around you
& hope that i do no wrong.


you said you didn't want to be with me
because you were afraid of getting hurt.
well, that's exactly why we should be together.
we both fear heart ache so much
we never dare hurt one another.


everyone's afraid of moving on
because once they start to,
the person they used to love
comes running back to them.

be mine. nothing more, nothing less.


being born is like being kidnapped.
and then sold into slavery.
- andy warhol


the best part about sleeping
is being able to be with you in my dreams.
the worst part is having to wake up
and cry to fall back asleep
just to see you some more.

i love the way you look at me when i say something stupid,
it's like you're about to get mad, but then all of a sudden you smile.


i took a risk, i took a chance & something in my heart
tells me that i never would of known love if i never met you.

you can hide a lot about yourself.
you can hide embarassment,
you can hide anger,
and you can even hide shame.
but you can't hide a smile.

you must always push the limits.
because if you never fail, you will never succeed.

the best friends are the ones you don't have to talk to everyday,
who understand why you didn't take their advice to not call him
or why you keep going back to him after he breaks your heart,
the ones who call you at 4 AM to let you know they're drunk,
who listen when they've heard the same story a thousand times,
the ones who call just to say hi,
and whether you're dancing on the table or passed out drunk,
they'll turn & say, hell yeah, that's my best friend.


yeah, i miss him.
but i think i miss what i wanted him to be
more than what he actually was.


i want to be that girl he's scared to lose.
the one that he can't walk away fom knowing she's mad at him.
the one who he can't fall asleep without her voice
being he last one he hears.
the one he wouldn't know what to do without.


i listened to our song a few times,
i realized it meant nothing to me anymore.
it grew old, just like most things do.
i can't go on being with you.


that's life. if nothing else, its life. it's real,
and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have.
- garden state

wait for the person who pursues you,
the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,
the kind of person who brings out the best in you
& makes you want to be a better person.
wait for the person who will be your best friend,
the only person who will drop everything to be with you
at any time no matter what the circumstaces,
for the person who makes you smile like no one else
and when they smile you know they need you.
wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in sweat and a t-shirt,
but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.
and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center
of their universe
, because that's where you belong.




 


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i know everyone makes mistakes and that
we're suppose to forgive & forget, but sometimes
someone makes a mistake thats impossible to
forgive, and hard to forget.

there are two kinds of secrets:
those we keep from others &&
those we hide from ourselves


and i can promise you that you will
never find anyone who loves you as
much as i do because no one is that stupid.


you're just the boy whose had too many chances.
and i'm the girl whose willing to try one more time


too many people get caught up in what could be
instead of appreciating what is. -- don't fall into that
appreciate what you have & who you have because
the future can take it all away from you in a second.


everyone says love hurts. when actually love doesn't hurt

love didn't leave you for someone else, it didn't cheat, nor
did it break your heart. stop blaming love for once and
start blaming the asshole that treated you like shit & gave up.

the woman came out of a mans ribs. not from his feet
to be walked on.. not from his head to be superior
but from his side to be equal ; under the arm to be
protected, and next to the heart to be loved

if you don't go after what you want, you'll never get it.
if you don't ask, the answer will always be no, if you
don't step forward you're always going to be in the same place.

love isn't a decision, it's a feeling
if we could decide who we loved,
it would be much simpler yes, but less magical

like brances of a tree, we grow in different directions
yet our roots remain as one, each of our lives will
alwys be a special part of each others. <3

i've learned that guys make the best friends
my best friend is a guy & i can tell him anything
..except the fact that i'm in love with him
i always seem to leave that part out of the conversation.

i guess wanting to be loved
was asking way too much.


i guess life's like a storybook
all you can do is turn the page
& hope for a happy ending.
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you can't lie to your heart
no matter how hard you try.

she's afraid, because she'd finally
realizing how much he means to her.

remember that game telephone?
where one pesron would say something
and by the end of the game, it would be
something totally different ?
yeah, welcome to highschool

Be an organ donor; give someone your heart. <3

we used to be able to talk about everything
but now it`s impossible to even start a decent
conversation with you ; you can`t deny it
things have changed ; we`ve grown apart &&
you have to face the fact that i will no longer
be there every single time you need me. the
truth is what it is && that is i do not have
anymore respect for you as an individual now
you`re just another face in the crowd .

and i just can't wait till the day i hear a happy love song
on the radio & don't want to same the damn thing.

it's not telling you how i feel that scares me
it's what you'll say back that i'm terrified of.

I live in torture, thinking of these moments. With every look he gives you, I get sicker and sicker. There is a burning in me I feel on fire, and there's guilt I can't comidify. Does it make you happy to know that?
-*Tristan & Isolde


Jack: This is crazy...
Rose: I know... it doesn't make any sense. That's why I trust it. -*Titanic


You know the world can see us
in a way thats different than who we are
creating space between us until we are seperate hearts
++ High School Musical ++


Cause all the roads, they lead me to where you are
and all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are.


in my lifetime I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. you have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.


What the is the big fuss about true love?
Fuck true love; it's overrated.
Fuck finding it, fuck questioning it,
fuck obsessing over it. Love is love
& the more complex you make it,
the more complicated you make it
for yourselves to love each other.


You were right. I don't know if life is greater than death. But love was more than either. -*Tristan & Isolde


"it's just that... i don't want to be somebody's crush. if somebody likes me, i want them to like the real me, not what they think i am. and i don't want them to carry it around inside. i want them to show me, so i can feel it too."


&& distance means so little,
when someone means so much


i know the pages
are turning fast,
but i've read this book before
and this part doesn't last.


Losing your first real love;
it's like waking up from an overdose
& realizing that you're still alive.

You're beautiful
every little piece, love, don't you know
you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
when you find everything you've looked for
i hope your life leads you back to my door
oh but if it don't,
stay beautiful.


Wait for sex.
Although it's one more thing to wait for...
It's one less thing to worry about.
It's one less kid you have.
It's one less teen mom.
It's one less teen dad.
It's one less complication in your relationship.
It's one less hospital bill you will have to pay.
It's one less uncomfortable conversation you will have with your parents.
It's one less mistake.
It's one less statistic.
Wait for sex.
It's one more reason why you can be proud of yourself.
It's one more good label you can have [virgin].
It's one more person able to have a white wedding dress.
It's one more planned pregnancy.
It's one more love story.
It's one more good choice.
Wait for sex. There are pros and cons, weigh them.
You have the choice, but you can also have the consequences.


i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what I want, then i run.
i think i run cause i`m scared,
i'm scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe i just haven`t found somone
who i know is worth being hurt for.


i'm not going to stress out over
you anymore. it isn't worth it.
i tried and maybe i didn't try hard
enough
, but it didn't seem to work
and it's exhausting. and i'm not saying
that i don't want you, because believe
me, i do. all i'm saying is i'm
done chasing after you.


We get in the biggest fights
With the people we care about most
Because those are the relationships
We are willing to fight for.

i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself

distance only comes between
those who let it.


I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do


if you don't like what you're
getting; change what you're doing.


you asked me for a second chance
i'm sorry, but i don't give second chances.
not that i don't believe in them
i don't believe in a broken heart


If you don't stand for something
then you'll fall for nothing.


Sometimes, I just wish someone would take
the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth,
my smiling face, my grades & my remarks
to see a part of me that few have ever seen.


shine on
you were made to
--» Shine On, Ryan Cabrera


Cause even if it breaks your heart
To be just friends
If you really care about someone
You'll take the hit


 

those days where we sit around && do
nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard,
we cry. it's the way we look at eachother `
and know whats going threw each others '
head it's those stupid pictures && the jokes
those are the reasons we're best friends


Face it.
Juliet was a whore.
And Romeo was just desperate.
But they still made the best love story ever.


I hate when I get so frustrated . Everything just goes wrong at once, & I try so hard to fight it. But the tears, they always come. I'm so scared of falling, cause once I do, it's fight after fight to get back up. It could take days, months, years even. I don't know if I have that kind of strength anymore. Please, don't let me fall.


if you want to know
where your
heart is, look where
your mind wanders.


I need you. I don't know why,
but every now and then in my life,
for no reason at all, I need you.


love all. trust few. do wrong to no one.
[Shakespeare]


i wish i had a love like that.
tons of reasons not to be together,
but not caring about any of them.
b r e a k i n g a l l t h e r u l e s


Everyone wants to be
the sun that lights up your life.
But i'd rather be your moon,
so i can shine on you during
your darkest hour
when your sun isn't around.


the weak can never forgive.
forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.


One day you're jumping in puddles & the next thing you know, 30 years have passed & you're telling your kids to walk around them. Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street & to talk quietly in the library. But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.


They say we haven't been through half as much
as they have. Sure, they watched in horror as they
heard the news of Kennedy being shot, and went
through the Vietnam War. They went through
Raids, the Kent State mystery, but we've been
through Columbine and saw the Twin Towers fall.
We've been through Virginia Tech, and have had
to fight alcoholism, and battle eating disorders.
We fight a different kind of war; one with ourselves
and never being good enough. We've seen bullimia
and anorexia. They say we haven't been through
much, but we've been through just as much, and maybe more.


For all those nights we talked on AIM till
I couldn't keep my eyes open, thanks for
never signing off.


I wanna be the girl that's good for him, you know? The one he changes for and the one where even if I'm not physically with him, I'm always on his mind.


here's to the moments in which
we didn't think about right from wrong.
moments in which we just lived,
crossed our fingers,
and hoped for the best.


Throughout life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. This person is the one you
could forever talk to. They understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever could. This
person is your soul mate and best friend.
D o n ' t e v e r l e t h i m g o .

sweetheart, don't depend on a boy to make you complete
because one day you will realize that the only ones you can
trust are the people that were there the second you were created.


every girl has a boy
she will never forget
and a summer
where it all began

sticks & stones are hard on bones,
aimed with angry art. words can
sting like anything, but silence
breaks the heart.

f r i e n d s -- a seven letter word
that i cant live 7 seconds without

I laugh at silly movies
& I'm stubborn as a stone.
Yeah, I criticize my body;
I wonder if I'm ready to be alone.
I'm just like everyone else.
Yes, I cry when you don't see,
I don't know what you want
or what you think about me.
But this; this is who I am.

a good friend will talk with you about
a boy your thinking about, but a best
friend
will blurt out "she likes you &
wants to bang you!" right to his face.

The true test of love isn't
when you're together,
it comes when you're
apart and you realize that despite
the distance, love is still there


if gossip were beer,
our whole school would be drunk


we argue. we say things we dont
mean. were always fighting over
the smallest little things. but i still
love you & you still love me


It's not a quote until you write it down,
its not a phrase until you say it; you dont
know love until you experience it

&& as the years go on,
you slowly lose the friends
you never thought you would.

i'm a flirt
i can't help that
it's just the way i am


& she fell asleep,
with her headphones on,
mascara running down her cheeks,
listening to the song,
that reminds her of him


palm trees, ocean breeze.
standing by the clear blue sea.
hot air, wind blown hair.
endless summer, take me there.

i wish i had the guts
to walk away and forget
what we have
but i cant because
i know you wont come after me
i guess thats what
hurts the most


like in every barbie and ken realtionship there is ALWAYS a theresa to mess everything up!!

We fall for boys who
give us pretty words
&& false hopes.


Here's a tip for all the guys;
if you don't think she loves you anymore,
ask her, you might be wrong.

if people didn't know
we were best friends,
they would've thought we were
sisters


What the is the big fuss about true love?
Fuck true love; it's overrated.
Fuck finding it, fuck questioning it,
fuck obsessing over it. Love is love
& the more complex you make it,
the more complicated you make it
for yourselves to love each other.

My hopes are so high your kiss might kill me.
So wont you kill me,
So Ill die happy.


She put him out
Like the burning end
Of a late night cigarette.


In life we need certain things
to survive, Water, Food, Air
and f r i e n d s . . .

if you can't handle me at my worst
you don't deserve me at my best.


if you like her. tell her.
chances are;; she loves you twice as much

Those beautiful bright eyes
have never shown pain


In love we all take risks, we all fall down,
but you should never be scared to go a little further
or a little crazier, cause in the end, the sweetest love
is the one that made you lose control...

She's got eyes of innocence.
The face of an angel.
A personality of a dreamer.
& a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine

So if I have to leave you
I want you to know that in the end,
it wasn't cause I stopped caring,
it's cause you stopped being a friend.


And by the way,
in case you havent noticed,
that necklace you gave me,
I wear it everyday.


at the end of the day,
i want to be able to fall asleep
knowing that our lives are intertwined
in way only we can understand.


most people don't know who they are - that's why they lie
they're afraid someone will figure out before they do

you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them

[I`M STILL YOUNG] & I've got things to do,
liquor to drink, boys to confuse, parties to go to,
and many times to screw up; because right now,
I'm just [LIVING IT UP]

&& I'm the type of girl
who wears his sweatshirt
just because it smells like him.

we come from two seperate worlds :
but we could make it through
( i just cant keep my mind off you )


this place has everything.
the bad boy, the girl-next-door,
the average joe, even the whore.
the one thing we all seem to be missing
is the one person we're supposed to be kissing
but i guess that's what we all seem to lack
because we lost all our faith and can't get it back


we used to talk about everything
but now its impossible to even
start a decent conversation with
you. you can't deny it. things have
changed. we've grown apart &
you have to face the fact that i will
no longer be there every single time
you need me. the truth is what it is
& that is i do not have anymore
respect
for you as an individual now
you're just another face in the crowd


It’s better to love someone
you could never be
with then to
be with someone you
could never love.


i wish i could sleep forever.
cause in my dreams,
he loves me back.

she was the kinda girl who never
let guys get the best of her ....
the kinda girl who didn't need
a guy to make her happy ....
the kinda girl who didn't fall in love easily
until that one guy came along ....

friendship isn't just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
(( friendship is forever ))


friends aren't supposed to
get jealous when you meet
a new guy; they're supposed
to ask if he has a brother


best friends are like diamonds.
they’re precious and rare

&& there you have it
..I'm not over you.


you've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge
of my seat.

if you think that ill ever stop loving you..
well then, you're completely out of your mind.


&& i love how in those cute old films
how the guy takes his girl in his arms
and kisses her gently. I'm not sure
what happened to those romantic guys.

have some whiskey honey
makes you feel better

i'm going to get what i want!


Friday, March 23, 2007

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Love... what is love? is it when you can't live without that person. Every kiss he gives takes your breath away. Just looking into his eyes and knowing that he feels the same way, just knowing that no matter what happens that he will always be there for you

If I were a tear in your eye and you were to cry, I'd roll of you cheek and die in your lap, but if you were a tear in my eye, I'd never cry for the fear of losing you.

There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, that has always been enough.

I wrote your name in the sand , but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on my hand , but I washed it the next day. I wrote your name on a piece of paper but I accidentally threw it away. I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay.

A true friend is the one who knows the song in your heart and sings you the song when you're torn apart

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictues never replace having been there, memories good or bad will always bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.

I do my thing, and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine.
You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.

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can we talk this over?
at least just for tonight.
I asked myself one hundred times
why did we even bother?
why did we even try?
but I miss you more than I did before.

well things have been getting kinda heavy these days
tryin to figure out which road to take
there's many decisions to be made
and the only time i feel ok is when i'm in your arms.

It's hard to watch people change
right in front of you.
But the worst part
is remembering
who they used to be

the truth was, i knew you couldn't love me the way i needed to be loved

stop planning your life and let it plan
itself, quit trying to find the perfect boy
and let them find you. if you don't want
drama ; then don't talk shit. things are
only as complicating as you make them

Just tell me how you feel, because I can handle being "just friends."
I can't handle you leading me on.

So honestly, how could you say those things?
When you know they don't mean a thing.
And you know very well, that I can't keep my hands to myself.

I sit & laugh with friends at what we've been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you
Come some rainy day.

I've finally figured it out.
You're avoiding me because you can't face this.
You're in love with me & it scares you, doesn't it?
It scares you.

I keep wondering what you're doing, imagining where you are.
Hoping that you're missing me.

So let me down softly this time & I won't have to come back crying.
It'd be best to forget you, but I don't really want to

 

 

 

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

sorry about the extremely long hiatus. life's been pretty weird for me lately. heres a nice long one for ya.

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i used to hear your voice around every single corner.

If you'd listen -- you'd know you were her everything

She let her heart and soul in your hands.
you stole her every dream  && you crushed her plans.

For the first time in my life --
I finally realize it doesn't matter who ends up with who
because in some unearthly way
it will always be me + you.

I'm not ready for insincerity
i'd tell any lie to keep you listening.

i want to go back to believing everything
and knowing nothing at all

there he goes. so perfectly.
the kind of f l a w l e s s i wish i could be

behind her smile are stories
you may never understand

She tripped on a kiss -- and stumbled into love.

Never give up on someone you cant go
a day without thinking about

i want a guy to miss me -- the way i miss him. 

Never say goodbye --
Because goodbye means going away --
and going away means forgetting

lets run to a place,, where the air tastes like rain.
&& the sun shines like sunday morning.
i'll bring my laugh, and you bring your sense of humor.
&& we can taste the days , one week after another

In reality -- a heart can never be stolen
It always goes where it wants to.

Everything is easier when you say it in your head.
but when you have to say it out loud its
100 times harder

Not everything that is faced can be changed;;
but nothing can be changed until its faced.

a girl worth kissing is not easily kissed.

Love can tear youapart. it can kill you.
But if youre lucky it can put you back together

 i like people who have a sense of i n d i v i d u a l i t y
i love expression and anything awkward and imperfect
because thats natural and thats real

o p t i m i s m means expecting the best.
c o n f i d e n c e means knowing how to handle the worst.

When you want something -- go for it
Never let circumstances or others around you influence
youre actions -- time passes too quicky for
hesitation

an a c c i d e n t a l touch never meant so much.

&& i bet shes beautiful -- that girl he talks about.
&& shes got everythingi have to live without.

Everyone keeps hanging on --
when all they have to do is let go.

nobody knew what she lived for --
but everyone knew who she lived for.

I'm so tired of being the only person
I like and trust.

your taste still lingers on my lips --
like i just placed them upon yours.
and i starve, i starve for you.

Little girl dont be so blue. i know what your going through.no matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking.

love me without fear,
trust me without wondering,
want me without demand,
accept me for who i am.

she`ll do anything for him.
she`s coming to realize that he`s what she wants
she won`t let him get away from her.
not this time..
 
I quit. I`m over you. I fell so hard.
I was always there when you
needed to talk to someone. Yeah
so basically I`m tired of being
just a friend or chasing you. So
if you want me, I`m here. But I`m
done wasting all my time on
someone who doesn`t care.
 
Happiness is like a butterfly:
the more you chase it, the more it will elude to you.
But if you turn your attention toward other things.
It will come sit softly on your shoulder.

Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Live. Love. Burn. Die.

and it's over before you know it
it all goes by so fast...
yeah, the bad nights take forever
and the good nights never seem to last.

Stop planning your life and let it plan itself.
Quit trying to find the perfect boy, let him find you.
If you don't want drama, then don't talk shit.
Things are only as complicated as you make them

now the sky is turning blue, the stars
disappear one by one as the daylight
is nearer. and yes, you're in my head.
but that doesn't make you here.
 
it's a missing emotion, a missing
person. hey love, i'm missing you.
it's more than 11:11, it's more than
a hug goodbye, hey love, the sky's
still blue. things are great but where
are you?
 
apologizing is like white out. it covers up the mistake,
but it never actually goes away.
 
little girl, dont grow up so fast,
all those carefree times won't last.
You see in beautiful colors
green && gold
but things change as you grow old.
soon those colors start to
f a d e
&& you'll have problems
day after day.
you think losing a toy will bring you down,
losing a loved one will turn you around
So little girl just have fun,
try and stay young, little one.
 
I'm careless
I'm cruel
But I'm easily bruised.
I'm so tired of lying about it...
I'm not bullet-proof
 
Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak.
&& when you feel weak,
you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you,
try to find that inner strength
&& just pull that shit out of you
&& get that motivation to not give up
&& not be a quitter,
no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse
 
at some point, you have to make a decision.
boundaries don't keep people out - they fence you in.
life is messy. that's how we're made.
so, you can waste your life drawing lines, or, you can
live your life crossing them. but, there are some lines
that are way too dangerous to cross. here's what I know.
if you are willing to take the chance,
the view from the other side is spectacular
 

our breath steamed up the window glass
as we flew under the overpass.
we almost laughed harder than we kissed.
you were always something i could never resist



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